watch me blab some more!?!?!

nothing part two

the day i died
words i never thought i'd write again

the day i died, the world was happy
a person less they celebrated

i think of all the ones i loved
wonder if they ever loved me back

i die with a smile, young as a child
jaded and alone, ugly and despised

i just couldn't take it any more
no matter how much i cried

it never was enough
even till the last drop

the day i died, i committed suicide
it was the wisest decision I've ever made

day by day, i rot into the grave
day by day, my pain fades away.

and soon will yours.
soon will yours.

Isn't this.. more like a song? XD

Nice though!

nope... eh, i don't combine them. T.T
ack, for my songs, the tunes comes first,

and for this.

i dunno, i get deaf hearing it's silence.

Yes, I agree with Juju. It seems more like a song then a poem. But I really like the contains though.

And why so depressing?

Aw... I like depressing because I am depressing. :D

uh... i wrote this when i was down, that's the only time i get to write something.

>.<

Huh! I thought I was the only depressing one here. I guess I am not that special after all, LOL.

But at least you can write something to express your feeling when you are down. I do nothing but laying on my bed. Hehe...

Cool poem, only a bit of a high "I-Wanna-Commit-Suicide" rate, which I don't like.
Buuuuuut, I recognize the thoughts.

Uhm, PS, i dont feel this way anymore at the moment and wanna forget all about it haha.

every poem/song i write, they are my top emotions whenever i write them.

so its not what i always feel everyday, it just explain the emotions i had yesterday.

haha, jenny i try to express my self as hard as i can, so thank you XD