Random Survey
Survey questions:
Why did you choose your current avatar?
Because... I am blonde... and she has white blonde... and she has green eyes, and I have green eyes... and she is a vampire and very pasty... and so am I... XD
Do you have to wear glasses?
Nobody HAS to do anything... XD... I choose to wear glasses, because 1. I can see better with them, and 2. I dont like to pay for contacts all the time, so I only wear them when I have to, plus, me baby likes me in glasses. :)
Do you drink regular or diet sodas?
I dont drink soda at all.. I havent for over a year. I stopped drinking soda, because I used to drink 3 20oz Pepsi's a day... and it started messing with my stomach lining. So now, its just tea and stuff...
What are you doing tomorrow?
Probably looking for another job... I hope... and talking to X. I am really sad, cause we havent really had any time together lately...
:(
Would you rather date a person with a British accent or an Irish accent?
O.O
Thats really hard... Why couldnt it be something like Hispanic or Australian? XD... okay, I guess British. I'd rather hear the words Knickers and Mates, than hear Blimey and think about Leprechauns and stuff ... plus, I dislike gingers... for myself of course, not fond of the redheads.
What did you do last Saturday?
I dont remember, I cant remember what I did yesterday, let alone what I did last Saturday... Chances are it wasnt something very exciting... I dont care about anything anymore that doesnt have to do with the ppl who love me and I love back.
Last time you had pizza?
2 days ago.
Do you blow dry your hair?
When I'm not being lazy, I do. I blow dry it with a round metal hair brush, that way it curls under and looks really cute... but if Im not going anywhere, I just let it air dry... cause 1. I am lazy. 2. I dont like to blow dry a lot cause it dries out your hair, and 3. Im not trying to impress nobody, I have a man that I love.
Do you believe in karma?
YES!
I totally believe in Karma. I believe if you do good things, then you will get good things back... and, if you do bad things, bad things will happen to you.
So I try to do the best I can and help ppl out, even in the smallest ways, because you never know.
How many MONTHS until your next birthday?
6 and a half.
Do you like chinese food?
Uhm, yeah... I like any kind of food... as long as its edible.
Things you're looking forward to?
Seeing X again... being near him... being in his arms... Hopefully on Valentines Day, we can be together again...
Thats all I want.
Do you care what others think about you?
No. I only care what ppl who think about me that have a direct influence on my life.
Meaning those I care for, and those I need to trust me.
What did you do last night?
I took Julie to the hospital cause I am a good friend, and she is not, because she puts tape in my hair and gives me munkle bunkles.
Dreamt about X... all night.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
Probably not. Because Julie is going to harass me even more and torture me....
And because I probably wont get to talk to X again... It seems we barely talk anymore...
*cries*
Do you know anyone named Veronica?
Yes...
I dont talk to her anymore, she was really rude to my mom, so we stopped being friends, then she got all weird...
Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
Rob. I was taking him home because I am his slave and my mom is now adopting him and kicking me out.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My Daddy that I hadnt seen since I was 12. X took the picture of us together... ^^
Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
Not as much as a lot of ppl I know. I mean, I use them but some ppl are on smiley overkill. I dont use them that often...
Are you tired right now?
I'm not exactly NOT tired. I could probably sleep, but I am trying to stay up to talk to X... but I am starting to doubt that.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Yes.
I stayed up when I was about 14 because they were taking Get Smart off of Nick at Nite. So, they had a weekend marathon, and I stayed up to watch every single episode, over a whole weekend.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
No, I used to be, but I am very unhappy now... and when I am unhappy, and discontent, I cant sleep... its been a long time since I slept good...
The last time I slept good was my last night with X... I know my next good night will be the night I can be with him again.
Are you mad at someone right now?
I am mad at X... :( not really... but I am sad that he hasnt been on all day, and Ive been waiting for him.
I am mad at Rob for stealing my family. I want to punch him in the head.
I am mad at my mom cause she loves Rob more than she loves me...
So they can be a happy little family together.
Do you believe in love?
How can I not, now that I know X?
That would be an extreme contradiction.
I love him more than I love myself... he is the best thing thats ever happened to me, and I am more than happy to be owned by him. He is my world
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Cory. Thats Julies boyfriend. Although I'd hate to admit that... but, he was awake when I woke up... and Julie was asleep... I hate Cory, he is a douche.
When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
Do you want, seconds, or minutes? XD
No, the last time I cried really hard was when I was in NC, and when I was leaving NC.
I cried when I was there because of something X said to me one night...
And I cried when I was leaving, because I didnt want to leave him... I cried pretty much until I was at the border of Virginia.
Who took your primary picture?
Primary Picture?
Hmmm, I dont know that that is... but chances are it was either taken by myself, a friend, or a photographer.
In the past week have you felt sad?
Yes.
I miss X more than anything, and not being able to talk to him makes things worse. I just miss him so much, its unbelievable.
I feel like its so unfair that we cant be together.
This week has been sad for me, between my family, X's family, and being without him...
I am really sad.
Has someone made you really sad recently?
My family, Rob, X's family.
I will survive though, as long as I have him. Thats all I need.
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